Ihanetini Doldurdum Kadehime Tüm Gece Sarhoştum

The song "Lust-Aslında" by Resit Kemal is about a person who is overwhelmed by their emotions, primarily anger and sadness, due to their partner's infidelity. The lyrics suggest that the protagonist is drunk or under the influence of alcohol and struggling to come to terms with the betrayal. They admit to being aware of the betrayal and feeling hurt and angry about it. However, in their inebriated state, they also express their desire to still make things work with their partner and wonder if their love can be given another chance.

The chorus, "Aslında çok doldum, karşında bu gece zor durdum, ihanetini doldurdum, kadehime tüm gece sarhoştum," which translates to "Actually, I am filled up, I struggled in front of you tonight, I filled your betrayal into my glass and got drunk all night," embodies the theme of the song. The protagonist's emotions are intense and overwhelming, and they turn to alcohol to cope with the pain.

Overall, the song is a powerful depiction of the complexity of emotions that can arise in the aftermath of infidelity in a relationship. It speaks to the raw and intense feelings of betrayal and hurt that can leave someone feeling lost and unsure of the future.

Aslında çok doldum
In truth, I am overwhelmed

Karşında bu gece zor durdum
Tonight, I struggled to stand before you

İhanetini doldurdum
I am filled with your betrayal

Kadehime tüm gece sarhoştum
I have been drunk all night

Olacakları bilseydim
If only I knew what was to come

Dün gece yanına gelmezdim
I would not have come to you last night

Sordum sana bu düzelmez mi
I asked if we could fix things

Aşk bize bir şans vermez mi
Can love give us another chance?

Dizlerimde derman hiç yok
I am weak, with no strength left in my knees

Yarıda bırakacak mecalim yok
I have no energy to leave you

Gözlerinde heyecan hiç yok
I see no excitement in your eyes

Ve bunu yaşatacak hiç halim yok
I have no way to make you feel alive

Belki başka bir hayatta
Perhaps in another life

Gözlerin gözlerime değerse
If your eyes meet mine

Ooh
Ooh

Ve seni eğer ki unutmuşsam
And if I have forgotten you

Bu ihanet o zaman söner ve
This betrayal will fade away

Seni affedebilirim
I can forgive you

Aah aah aah ah
Aah aah aah ah

Aah aah aah ah
Aah aah aah ah